happy wednesday night

sick of how the visual tradition goes "eh u know in the industry ah u only got 2 days to work for a visual" well, orelse that will be not not practical

whoever artist that came out this tradition must be tired of sleeping

good luck for those who are still pushing ur lungs and livers to work now

i've been shitting out blood like a waterfall these 2 days

sick of how u realise u are so incapability for not getting a visual done in 2 days

sick of how it controls ur life, ur time to sleep, ur health

fuck u, wake up man u are being controlled

sick of every motto i heard

sick of how they label u for doing a good art and a bad art

sick of this fact that make u realise u cant go for visual or mayb any other art

sick of how u think u can but the matter of fact u cant, fuck u

sick of every wednesday night

sick of i can only watch u in a distance

alright just being negative for a day, and all this talk up there, that just me, i will be skipping this suiciding class tomorrow

Some art

visual outline

did fall in love in visual for this little moment, just this little bit

Yeah oil painting in corel painter

yeah i never draw kids, this is my 1st piece
dun know what MOT stand for actually, this assignment is influenced by pingfan
but i never like that style = =
the unsuccesful part will be lack of a contour that holds the whole compo
ah....nevermind



mix media (product)
the background design is destoyed by too much layering DIU~
after i realise it, the only thing i can do is to colour it as nice as posible




Mr.Stiff
1st piece of mix media, face was covered with too much colour pencil, not good~
well thats all

要保护好你的心，心要变得很强，因为一切从心开始
噢，还有朋友说的毅力哈哈

跌了再站起来
跌了再站起来
跌了再站起来
嗯！！


*我没说我不信，我真的相信这货品存在的目的，只是少了些兴趣所以就少了些专注力去听罢了

蕭敬騰 他不愛我

谁比较衰？？

a test and a boring sketch argh
feel like lost sometimes
or i just have to admit
my passion is...getting.....
fuck no!!!!

wtf is this

只是觉得要好好利用这部落格的发明
所以就来抒发一些重来都不想抒发的感情

有没有试过有很多话很想说
可是你永远都找不到对的人来听你说
有很多话想说
可是在听的人就敷衍的在听你说
有很多话想说
可是一些话你不能说 也没人听你说
只好把一切都憋在心里的感觉
试过吗
曾经失去了一个交心的朋友
所以几年来都是这样憋着很多话

要珍惜身边的朋友噢

从来都不想表现这样弱的我
这种blog打来搞屁啊！
太弱了妈的！！
why cant you just get a pencil and draw shit out of it

suck at imagination

(with ref)

hmmm ya.... errr ....
just wanted to paint a magical wood atmosphere
totally forgot about to place any golden mean or any focus object or an overall colour scheme
should have a unicorn or fairy or something else on the left side
spend too much time on it already and cant really get a nice fairy also
so decided to left it blank instead argh!!
is seriously kinda waste of time without planning things before u start
well just try harder nex time :)